Friday, May 15, 2009
Its a sat morning whereby the sky is dark !
LOL
Actually to be frank with whoever that is reading , which i don't think there is ?
I learnt a lot this week ~
To start off , i kind of miss talking to the one who help me create this blog ~
My sis been asking me to change the blog skin .
But i said 'no' .
Because this is more than a blog skin that is here , its a friend help ~
About today , i went play bball with Joel and Darius , and Vidas who soon came .
Played a while at lum soon , went sunshine to join some other people .
Ricky , Grayson , Yvonne , Olivia and Pamela .
After a while , Rain came ~
Stay at the bus stop while Joel and Vidas went off .
Soon , Went join the group under a blk .
went back playing once the rain is slightly better .
To be frank , i have been experiencing some things in me .
Before i even walk towards the blk , like usual my heartbeat went fast .
I took my own pulse after settling down on the seats .
My pulse was like 129 ? (in case you don't know, normal rate for adult is 60-100 only)
I try feel my apex beat , the rhythm is fast ~
Before that i did not play at all cause the moment i reach , it rains .
Experience it the moment that i stand up at the bus stop trying to walk over .
Been experiencing this for quite a while that count by months .
And my skin been very red ? lols ~Don't know how to explain .
Just weird ~
Even now i just felt that some pain in my body near the stomach ...
Haiz ~ What's wrong with me .
But its okay !
To be honest ~
IF i were to be gone next day , i don't think i would have any regrets ~
Because i have overcome what i should done 3 months ago ~
So now i am rather felt more calm now ?
If want to count the regrets that i did not do , Thats a lot .
But mainly is that i would go without any .
Hahas ~
And lastly about today , i am a guy that is very sensitive to words/language .
Can say that i am very hurt by some of these people .
Think is that these people don't know that it is hurtful to me ?
Believe so .
I shall not continue about today , quite nothing after that ~
Over this week , i learnt a lot a lot !
Watched X-Men with some area brothers and sisters .
Very enjoyable day !
What i learnt ?
Here goes :
Everyone has his/her own will of what to do and what to not do .
His/Her way is only by his/her decision which will eventually lead to a result .
To think twice before you act !
I do not know my way but to let God guide me is always a better solution than using own strength .
To be happy with what you have and not to be demanding to others .
Consequence must always be think about when making a decision .
And more ~~~ but now quite tired so can't think .
Roughly is about it .
2 more days to polyclinic posting .
Been posted to CCK polyclinic ~
I really want to work in that ward again T.T
But that is not possible with my current situation .
One regret never do is that to stay in contact with closer ones .
Alright , time to go sleep .
May my soul goes to God when its time but not just looking at my recent body problems .
Labels: CYH =)
I shall not be alone, yes i wont ; 12:40 PM
