Monday, March 16, 2009
I don't know whether i am angry or sad now .
I don't really recall when is the last time i am very happy .
Think at least 1 year + back ?
At least that time , with some people went pulau ubin , quite fun .
Riding bicycle around the island without any destination and etc .
Then is 2 years + back le , whereby having discipleship at vivo with the leaders that time .
Still can recall that we have dinner at the rooftop .
And played ice breaker games and etc .
2 years + again , have chalet with cell group .
Have the whole night playing games and etc .
The rest , i don't really remember .
Some i still remember but just that i not enjoying that much .
I can say that last year there is a lot of happiness but now i look at it , its just nonsense ?
Don't know how to say it but just giving example like nonsense .
Don't know when can i have another happy things like that .
And this physical happiness at usually up to 24 hours only .
Even recently the outings is aim for evangelistic one .
So must plan to do certain stuff only , althrough is not i plan but just erm ... (Don't know how to say it)
Nevermind ...
I shall not be alone, yes i wont ; 9:09 AM
