Thursday, February 19, 2009
Time to update a little bit .
Was doing QT while listening to music on train .
Randomed got this song , Mighty to save .
Was quite a touching song .
Been a while since i listen to this song .
Somehow , i just felt that its time to reflect on myself .
Reflection about me , friends and etc for those who going farther from me .
Reflection made :
Wei Yang-Was once my disciple but i can tell you that i did not spend too much time with him . And a question for me is , ' what kind of disciple am i ' . For now , he been transfer to another cell group which is CS group . For my mistake , i will try to talk to him .
Xin Shen-A best friend of mine since sec 1 . Now is like no contact at all . Even since he change class in sec 3 , we hardly be that close and therefore , not best friend anymore . Now he is in sec 5 , preparing for O's . For me , i have left the school . Hope everything can change or go back to sec 1 ? This is my mistake for not treasuring a friend .
Wilson-A friend of mine since primary 5 ? Still in contact but a lot of time , is either you free or i free nia . Never get a chance to go out with . Miss the times that we have fun . Hope that there is still chance for us to go out together sometimes ?
Darius-A friend of mine , know him when he join us in sec 3 . Was looking at him , familiar look , though that i seen him before . Found out that we are in same church . Lols . But he is also preparing for sec 5 and i hardly talk to him due to my school schedule . Never get to play basketball like last time , spending time after school , going home together , sharing personal stuff about ourselves and everything . But there is nothing i can do now , the fact that i have left unity , hope everything can be back to where and when it started .
Jesslyn , Carresa , Evie-A group of junior of mine in choir . A nonsense bunch of people who talk a lot of crap during choir . Enjoyed the time i have with them and some other people to sentosa . But now i actually have no time to go back to unity and visit them anymore . Long time never heard their voice ... Hope that i can have time to go back ?
Sarah Liu-A junior of mine in choir and sister =) Been encouraging me ever since i left unity . But i dare not disturb her so much cause she taking O's this year and therefore whenever i want to talk to her , i tell myself that i should not do that . And i recall that when i around sec 2 or 3 ? I am very unreasonable to her and still she cares for me =) Just hope that i have time to go back visit the choir again .
Lexus The-A same age as me guy who is also a choir member in unity . Now he is in JJC . At least i can tell you that he is a nice guy =) Because after choir , me and xs will tend to play basketball together before going home . He would spend some time with us playing even though he don't know how to play . Hope that there is time for us to play again .
King Ngee-A friend of mine in unity , he is in the other class which is just next door . A nice guy , who is willing to help if necessary . Although he talk a lot of nonsense sometime but he is still able to see when is serious and when is not . Not contacting each other anymore . But hope we can and meet out sometime ?
Norman-A tall friend of mine , classmate . Although sometimes he keep talking nonsense , making me piss . But he is still quite a good friend to me . Still remember that time that we went Vietnam for hum trip . Have fun the last night . Hope to play basketball together sometimes ?
Last but not least :
Mad-A best friend of mine , tend to talk personal toward each other almost every night ? Night chatting . Quite close but now she went JJC and did not contact me at all since the start of this year . Only at times that i msg you , then you reply . But this is unlike you that it took you so long to reply and everything . You have changed even since i know you which is in sec 2 . Yes , i know that i been very unreasonable with you but now , i can only hope that you can come back ? You have gone , have gone , gone .
God-A friend of mine since the day i accpeted christ into my life which is 27 Janary 2007 ! He still care for me but last month , i was very wildful to him . Doing what i do before i accpet him that time . All the bad thing which would harm the body ? Not emo ... But now i know that the friend who will never leave me is God . Love him =)
This is all that i reflect , hope i never miss out anything ?
Most of them here , have already left my life .
I would want to go back sec 1 again and change my doings !
I shall not be alone, yes i wont ; 5:10 AM
